EINFACH...

Dear Brain,

I know this is not my first letter to you but this letter is different. I was wondering from where to start and how to put all what I want to say in words. Its not simple. Its really not. Its like explaining to friends the reason for tears in eyes when something somewhere suddenly reminds you of that "one". You know what is your problem, you are too direct and you are too rational. And not to forget that being a brain you play "mind games" with me.

Your control over me is so predominant. I become that lover who longs to talk to his lover. But when the call comes he hung up saying that "I am very busy." Why you play so complex games? Why I cannot say what I like? Why I cannot do what I want? Even if I do something which I like you release those chemicals which make me nervous thus eventually making me feel that I made a mistake. I have few complains :-

WHY YOU ALWAYS WANT AN ANSWER?

Brain Brain Brain.... I feel that certain things are beautiful in this world because they are unexplored. They are so pure so untouched. Seeking answers to every question destroy the beauty of anonymous. I think, I know your problem. You can't feel anything, isn't it? You can't feel the joy of that child that he feels when he sees birds for the first time and he wonders "wings...fly..up and up". You cannot feel the joy of that little child that she feels when she sees butterflies sitting on flowers, she keeps wondering who is more beautiful - flower or the butterfly. I am amazed what fun you get when you tell people that "Hello people you are not in "LOVE" but you are just experiencing the rush of high volume of endorphin(s) and hormones." Why cant you let just people believe that "happily ever after" exist? Anyways please stop your "I want all the answers" behavior. Its seriously hurting our relationship.

WHY YOU CAN'T TRUST ME?

Dude see... I know that I am like an untamed horse but trust me this habit of yours of not trusting me makes me more mad. To a person to whom you always say that "you are an idiot" will eventually turn out to be one. So therefore my dear brain have little pity on me and start trusting me. At times I feel... how does it matter that you trust me or not. Anyways you are always going to create a fiasco over my decisions. We are so different and yet look the maker of ours has put us so close. You know what I had an inclination towards a friend of yours because he understood me, he never abused me, he always made sure that my happiness became his priority. But what happened you came and you said "you can't do that, where is your promise that you made to me? Where is that love for me?" Again these unanswered questions made me guilty and see... you are happy. Now I am with you but you cant trust me. Trusting is simple.. v simple either you do or you don't. Kindly don't make my life hell by playing these mind games with me.

YOU MEASURE/COUNT/WEIGH

I don't know what is your problem but trust me... not just me but every heart hates you this habit of measuring. You quantify everything. How can you? Zillions of emotions, millions of moments which neither can be measured nor they have a valid logic behind them.  

So at last I just want to say that... we are not same and I am saying that we should be same. You are very important but please let people have access to me as well. Please don't interfere when they are talking to me. Please don't ask them to find any logic in every decisions of life.
Can you please keep it simple (Einfach)

Regards & Love,

HEART